Sunday, November 2, 2008

Thoust be nothing more than decaying organic matter

Hi, I am Jack's secret stalker who wishes for a good fuck...

How does it feel to be the middle child of civilization? Contributing nothing but taught to want everything. To think, all shall become millionaires (billionaires), happily married with/without 2.3 children (whichever your preference), and all the things required to live on "Wisteria Lane", and yet not working or at least doing the least amount of work for it.

Just think of those poor unfortunate souls who assume they ARE their possessions, they ARE their condo living, ikea furniture, 2-3 cars, buying up the planet Starbucks. How does it feel? I bet you are happy aren't you? Yes, think you are special, think you are unique, think you 'deserve to be' happy... why?

Have you ever just lived for the sake of living? Let go of the conventional ways and let the chips fall. What are you? Whom will you become? If you were to die now, would you be happy with your life? what do you wish you had done?

Learn to fuck.. do not fuck because you have to, do not fuck because you want to. There is nothing in that, thus nothing to you.. you are nothing. Fuck because it is an art, fuck to make this art real, fuck to hear the music, fuck to make music. Fucking is as primitive as it comes, go back to the biological roots and sore beyond, fuck to the beginning, and live in that time... and then ask questions

You ask why do I do all of this: why do you put yourself in debt for school? Because I like pain... no I love pain, I bathe in its glory. I love the social sciences and there is only so much you can learn in the real world and only so much you can learn academically, and I wish to learn from both ends of the stick.... and from this enlighten the world.

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